Forever and always .

The end .

2011-11-19T20:20:00.001+08:00

wanted to post about yest but you know what ?
i'm gonna close this blog down since it don't let me change a theme i want -.-
changing url soon !
byebye ! :D

Halfway through .

2011-11-04T22:14:00.001+08:00

OHMYGOD , i totally have no idea why i can't change the skin for this url anymoreeee . ):

anyways , O's are almost over ! -celebratory mood-

only left with cgeog paper2 , Hcl paper1&2 , phys&chem MCQs ! :DDD

so much things i want to do , can't wait (:

so far , papers were quite smooth except for maybe el , phys and uh ss ?

hopefully those that i think were okay are really okay ! x.x

andand , feeling like sucha pig nowadays ):

whyy people o's grow thin i like grow fat ?!?!

hmpt nvm , after o's will be going out more often = won't pig at home at much !

looking forward to dance camp , and cultural camp at th end of dec !

Miss this two cute girls , they are rockin in dance now ! :D i look like shit . ._.

and i really hope results will come out soon , i rather stop the torture of anticipation .
OHMYGOD , so scared that everyone super happy , ask me results then become very awkward cause they dontknow how to encourage me since i did badly .
PLEASE LET ME ATLEAST HAVE SATISFACTORY RESULTS ! -cross fingers-
suddenly feel that even 15 points is quite hard to attain D:
AHHHHHHHHHH , nervous . ):
atleast must make sure that th remaining ones are manageable too !
okayy fine , apart from HCL which is quite hopeless -.-
nevertheless , JIAYOU EVERYONE , it's going to be over soon ! :DDD -throw books in air-

Love these girls , xoxo .

Forgotten and lost .

2011-09-22T18:44:00.001+08:00

Linked a few blogs ,
there's one i'm desperate to find and link to but can't find th link anywhere ):
ZOEEEEEEEE i dontknow what's your blog link ! D:

skipped amaths tuition today , cause i want to sleep earlier today !
shall go for th Sunday class instead (:
almost skipped school today , too sian alr . :/
abit regretting not skipping today , bahhh .
freezing cold , why th wind so strong today ?!
& to contradict myself , mock is actually quite fun :P
i dontknow what's wrong with me la , i think i just dont like to go school . ._.
Like sian only !
AHAHAHAH , 4G beat 4H in physics ! WHOOOO ~
cheering not cause i want to win them , is cause can let mrlee eat his words :P
always say we lousy until like no more hope alr , still say our class o's wont have A1 one -.-
uh whatever , finished my O's revision for TFA already !
gonna start unseen and then moving on to geog (:
and i expect that to be completed by ....... probably next friday -.-
ohkay , so long people .
let's continue working hard tgt , JIAYOU PEOPLE !
don't give up now yeah !

Frustating max .

2011-09-18T18:21:00.002+08:00

OHKAAY , i so didn't want to change to this template

but apparently , screwed blogger decided to decide my blog's fate for me . -.-

will change it to something else when i have th time .

& yes , i think my precious links have disappeared forever .

The final moment .

2011-09-18T15:59:00.000+08:00

OHMYGOD , didn't even know that blogger changed so much . :O
really can't bring myself to really concentrate so here i am instead :/
Prelim two was long over and th results are way more satisfying then prelim one's .
except for chemistry and amaths la .
chemistry , from A2 to C5 . amaths from C6 to F9 .
yes WHATTHESHIT RIGHT .
at least i know there's still hope for chemistry , since its th first time i actually did so badly for it compared to classmates .
but amaths ... all i can say is goodluck to me man (:
If you are interested , I got a 9/80 for my paperone , yes , single digit thankyouverymuch .
So , if you keep telling me can one la , o's can A1 de , think again please .
LOL , shall continue reading my literature notes now .
at least its interesting . :D
ME LOVE LIT . <3
how many more days to o's again uh ? :O
ohkay , actually there's no point of me knowing unless i'm gonna do something about it .
so byebye people , do miss me and pray for me please .
ESPECIALLY FOR MY AMATHS , DEARLORD .
thankyou (:

When the past caught up .

2011-08-24T16:17:00.001+08:00

Today is a sadsad day ):

very sad indeed .

well anyway , i do have great friends (:

those who i can depend on .

jiayou for prelims people ! :D

and a very happybirthday to dear gwendeline <3

Dance with joy .

2011-08-08T22:43:00.002+08:00

International dance .

i prefer this lastlast year's esp th three solo couple ! :D

^ & this would be what i am trying to learn now :P
it's sucha cool dance !
esp th coolcool spin and th head thing ! LOL , determined .

What we put in is what we get .

2011-08-04T21:34:00.004+08:00

This was th best performance we put up , out of all th rehearsals , practices , AND ESP COMPARED TO TH CCHM ANNI PERFORMANCE -.-

so if you went , you should see this to see that we are not really that bad after all !

so proud of dancers (':

yes , i am aware that i got mistake if you managed to spot me on th left .

at least th three solo was great ! :D

i was th one superrrrrrr lag in taking th drum cause i got stuck -.-

but then again , yesterday what happened , i hope would never happen again .

Like what i told rosaline , th first thing that came to mind looking at th argue was that things fell apart .

we were so like th people of Umuofia , what had happened to us ?

Are we really going to fall apart because of others ?

will they fall apart just because th elders had gone ?

anyway , result slips were returned today .

not great but not totally hopeless yet .

jiayou ba (:

last last year's .

When studies are actually enjoyable .

2011-07-24T18:03:00.002+08:00

feel so bad to make people wait for photos :/

sorry pearlyn and weejoon ! :x

ohmygod , so many overdued photos and no mood to post it up .

yesterday went to Wendy's with a bunch of ridiculous people ! :P

jocelyn , youwai , guanhoe , huilin !

and afterwards , there was pearlyn , fangqi , kailin and yurou (:

laughed like mad people , super fun !

thanks for teaching me , youwai and jocelyn !

shall go and upload photos now ):

Nothing left to say .

2011-07-18T10:48:00.003+08:00

cute eh ?

ahahahah ! so happy to be actually HOME at this time ! :D:D:D

last paper , chem MCQ !

sian diao , friday have dance again :/

hope we will just need to stay for fortyfive minutes with every minute use for a purpose !

looking for a new blogskin .

ohoh , and i bought th LONG notebook (:

anyway , popular have th keychain carebear again !!!!!

though its uglier than th original and more ex , totally feel like buying D:

i wanna collect th whole keychain version , ugh .

not that rich , esp after today -.-

woke up at SEVEN , can you even believe that ?

i think rosaline too used to my way le , i ask her guess what time i wake up and she say

" now is what time ? "

" 7.45 "

" you wake up at 7 ? "

pro or what ? ;O

ohmygod , super peifu her .

even more peifu myself .

taxi cost 10.25 -.-

byebye

Not there yet .

2011-07-13T14:53:00.002+08:00

HEYYA PEOPLE ! :D

its prelims week AND . I . AM . ACTUALLY . HERE . O.O

but heck , its elit tmr !

four essays to write , how great ?

goodluck people ! four more days ! :D

for people who feel stressed up , try this :P

ahahah , doesn't work for me , just waste my time nia , LOL

Greetings !

2011-07-09T18:40:00.000+08:00

加油 FOR PRELIMS PEOPLE ! :D

Friends you can count on .

2011-07-02T22:08:00.003+08:00

screwed up cchm performance until siao .

its th first time i screwed up so badly .

actually , its th first time i really screwed up for a performance .

anyway , want to thanks a couple of people for helping me do some , erm , embarrasing things ?

Rosaline , Angela , Jocelyn , Rongfang , Liyi , Munyeeng , Gwendeline , Lishan , Ibel ! :D

hahah , esp rosaline and ibel ! <3

and no , rosaline , i didnt get it in full -.-

ohhh , and thanks to weejoon&ryan for cheering me up ! :D

Ticking .

2011-06-22T20:52:00.002+08:00

HMPT ):

my friends are so bad , LOL .

had physics lesson supposedly at 8 as youwai's message stated so set my alarm at 6.50

I WOKE UP AT 7.45 -.-

yes , very smart i know .

so rushed to school by 858 and met christie .

on th way , got scammed that lessons started alr and mrlee scolding latecomers .

christie thought is 8.30 so i asked her asked her friend to check if my friends were fooling me ?

and her friend also said , yes , lesson started .

so rushrushrush , met wushu people on th way up .

and they say is 8.30 also -.-

walked in lt end up mr lee just sitting there waiting for 8.30 cause he also forgot it 8 start de .

whatthheck .

had dance after that , fun maxx .

laughed like crazy people .

long time since i really enjoyed myself . (:

and sad cause dance bbq canceled . ))):

awwww , had looked forward to it , oh well .

holidays ending ,

2 weeks ecp really isnt a good idea .

didnt really learnt anything useful esp for that chinese workshop ?

motivational maybe but didnt learn anything academic wise .

two weeks of hols left for us is too short a time to really study .

:/ jiayou everybody !

hope everyone is working hard ! :D

Pictures overload .

2011-06-21T16:22:00.007+08:00

My mum claims that i look like mas selamat in this picture . like WTH ? -.-

Hey people , i am finally backk from MALAYSIA ! :D

Such a short trip this time round , went on saturday morning and back on monday afternoon .

felt so guilty cause i had not been there to visit my grandma for a year and a half :X

this time it was especially boring cause :

1. My sister did not go with me . ):

2. jiamin , yunhao and yunjie did not go with me . )):

3. cheryan and weiyi refuse to stop using th comp . -.-

4. th kiddos became emo on sunday . :/

its like every single second , their eyes are either glued to th comp or th tv and they will be fighting over something , LOL .

Liyang's adorable ! :D

and getting more shuai , hahah .

thats how he looked th last time i saw him ,

and now.....

he had grown up so fast :O

and he's th piggy-est kid i have ever seen -.-

it's like th moment any food appear , he will be shouting "要!要!"

and if you noticed , his right cheek is swollen cause apparently , he tried to climb up something ? and end up slipping , hence his tooth knocked/bite the inside of his mouth ? and became blueblack or swollen .

this picture is alot better le (:

ignore th ghost like person at th side -.-

this stupid picture was th wallpaper of my phone for ages . -.- i had changed it babes :D
thats th only picture i took for kiteflying cause i forgot to take my cam out from my bag -.-
cultural night (: aishi jiejie dontknow why sent me this recently . ._.
this look like a cigarette yeah ? :D

thats my dear cockroach :D
LOL , lit seminar feedback form .

and yes , i did handed it up with this question :D
rf is a cat in disguise :D
lit seminar's ticket .
THIS IS LIKE SOOOOOO CUTE RIGHT ? and damn huggy !

no this is not mine ): i nought it for jieyi , hope she love it as much as i do !
this pict was taken cause i think my hair was soo perfect at that moment ! ):

now its so screwed .

nevermind , rebond after o's ! :DDD

That familiar feeling .

2011-06-11T23:09:00.003+08:00

Boy: I broke up with her.
His Best Friend: What happened?
Boy: She’s just too much for me.
His Best Friend: What makes you say that? What did she do wrong?
Boy: Well, for one.. She only cared about her appearance. Always had to look good, always took forever to get dressed! So insecure..
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she wanted to keep your eyes locked on her? She wanted you to see that you have the prettiest girl under your sleeve and not think otherwise? I see..
Boy: Oh.. Well.. She’d often call me or text me asking where I am, who I’m with, telling me not to smoke, not to drink. She’s so clingy!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she cares about your well being? Because she cares about you a lot? And her greatest fear is losing you. I see..
Boy: But.. Uhh.. Well, she’d always cry when I say something slightly mean. She can’t handle anything. She’s a crybaby!
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she has feelings? And because she just wanted to hear you say you love her? I see..
Boy: I.. Well! You know, she’d get jealous easily. I could barely talk to other girls! She’s so annoying! I had to hide it from her so she wouldn’t bitch about it.
His Best Friend: So, you broke her heart because she just wanted you to commit to her? She thought you were faithful, but you lied so she could find out later and hurt even more? She just wanted the guy she loves the most to love only her. I see..
Boy: Well, she..
His Best Friend: You broke up with her because she’s good for you? She just wanted the best for you? She’s broken now because you were selfish. Are you proud?
Boy: I broke her heart.. Because I couldn’t see what was happening.. What happened to me?
His Best Friend: You lost the girl that loved you like no one else could. You see? You didn’t want her when all she ever wanted was you. THAT’S what happened.

Back from kiteflying (:

ohmygod , damn fail for us sia . :/

missed those times when we were on our p6 trip to pahang , lanjut at malaysia and all p6s flew our kites at a beach that was at lowtide !

actually , that was only a success cause manyun help me fly it up then i took it from her .

today , we all just ran madly like silly idiot while our kite chased after us before crashlanding . :P

jh kor's only successful one , flew away -.-

then after that , went to take some photos for shuyu's olevel art ! :D

hahah , i think jm also scared of heights .

then went upstairs and fy jie ask us help her massage by stepping on top of her .

th last time i ever did that was like in p3 ?

super scared we will break her bones or what lor , damn stressed .

MY ROOM IS IN SUCH A MESS , HOW ? ):

its like impossible to keep already -.-

theres stacks and stacks of worksheets , papers , books everywhere .

when i try to file my wkshts , i cant even find my file .

gosh , sad life .

The great fall .

2011-06-11T12:02:00.002+08:00

ohmygoddd , i absolutely adoreeee th cocacola cup ! :D

i find it cute , hahah .

thanks to mskaur hist students ! :P

hmmm , how do we fly kite when its raining ? :/

I was talking to my tuition friend and guodong and i felt super guilty .

my results really dropped a lot sia .

can you imagine entering th school as th top 5 yet , by th end of sec2 , becoming th 108th ?

CAN YOU IMAGINE ?

i hate major exams cause every adults who knows me would call th moment i got th results and assuming i score great .

GOD , stress liao , yet i am still slacking over here -.-

finefine , shall go do some work now .

bye comp , will miss you ):

Dreams , keep us alive .

2011-06-05T18:35:00.004+08:00

04062011'

Dancer's visit to haona laoshi's house ! :D

Had a fun day with these crazy girls ! :D
but it was damn tiring and busy too , let me tell you why :/
first , woke up at EIGHT to wrap instructor's gift !
It's a tonic of somesorts ? which i bought before going tuition on fridayyy .
So went out to look for flowers at around 9.20 ?
first walked to sunplaza fairprice and they dont sell bouquets anymore .
rushed over to admiralty emptyhanded to meet rosaline , angela , rongfang , jocelyn and joanna .
so while they got down at bukitbatok after promising to help me lookout for flowers , i go emo-ing alone to boonlay to jurongpoint cause i figured that such a HUGE shoppingmall would be sure to sell flowers somewhere !
I was both wrong and right -.-
jocelyn called th moment i stepped into JP to ask me go back bukitbatok cause there got sell .
But seeing that i already in JP and feel too lazy to go inside BB's westmall ,
decided to hunt in JP and straight away headback to meet them .
went to thirdfloor and saw fairpriceEXTRA and i was thinking , since th normal fairprice dont have , th extra should sell extra things like flowers right ?
NO.
so after buying snacks , went to service counter to ask for a brochure .
I was so noob that i only opened half of th brochure hence thought that such a big mall donthave flower shop .
went on mrt to head back to BB and was looking at th brochure when i flipped and BINGO , theres a flower shop at JP actually -.-
totally felt like strangling myself -.-
so went westmall and bought th flowers and by following shanz's directions ( thanks ! :D ), reached instructor's house finally .
shanz and tcher's husband came down to fetch me and i made a grand appearance being th last and with presents and flowers on my hand :D
ohkay it was so not worth it -.-

so sat there watching them play a different version of murderers ? while me and gwen tried to sneakily eat snacks without anyone noticing .
damn funny , prepare snacks in hand , i whisper 1, 2 , 3 and we will throw it into our mouth , HAHAH .
watched partner and joannna played pool and went to eat . (:
felt abit guilty , i actually ate 3 mango pudding :x

then listened to secthree gossips which were DAMN INTERESTING .
tcher concluded that chairmans are th most kaypoh people :P
was damn high with th secthrees but they went out to play pool .
so gwen and boyf came in and was LOL also .
then more and more people came into th karaoke room until get more and more sian .
entertained myself by disturbing boyf :D
spammed picts and went "home" .

last group photo before we left (:
haonalaoshi's kid is cute :D

EX vicechairman and chairman with haona laoshi ! :D

waiyu piggy jie ! <3 why's your name so long -.-

shanz ! <3

sian diao .

so while th rest head home like good little girls , that usual siao gang decided to head to tiongbahru to eat :D
me , ros , gwen , shanz , joce , rf
and they said it was apity if we just went home like that so took a walk while digesting (:
me and rosaline was constantly on th lookout for msngo cause we did saw her there once ! did i mentioned it before ?
then gwen said want to _______ so we head over to amk for that purpose and by that time , only th four of us were left as you can see from th pict .
took train to marina , phonenapped gwen's iphone to play games , leaving her with 37% batt x.x
bought , and homed . (:

and that conclude yesterday . :D
hoped everyone enjoyed their weekends as much as i did !
now , it's time for hmwk !

I didnt want to mention abt today cause it was a totally failed day :/
made such a big mistake on such an impt event ):
demoralised .

Repetition .

2011-06-05T17:34:00.001+08:00

so sorry people , really dont feel like blogging .
maybe shall talk abt th trip to instructor's house later ...

random fact : I now owe gwendelineleexinni $22 while she owes me 20cents -.-
But nvm , someone else owe me $42 , hahahah

Those were th good times .

2011-05-29T12:05:00.004+08:00

YAY MONDAY NO SCHOOL ! :D

goodluck to all taking th olevel chinese paper !

all th best ! (:

grad night dance is sooooo cool .

freaking excited :D

Out of our grasp .

2011-05-25T16:45:00.003+08:00

Hahhah , today was CCA bazaar ! :D

fun ttm ! (:

walked to school with ryan cause i was at backgate

then asked boyf pei me go return book , :D

boyf is damn loud lo , LOL .

then there was an extremely failed big balloon house game which involve passing ard a bigbig balloon around to get to your housecolour !

lower sec were playing very earnestly while th sec fours and fives were just having fun throwing around while some purposedly threw to th front to make it burst .

th sec threes kept throwing to th front where th drums were .

overall , its just damn fail since no one was taking it seriously , LOL

th modern dancers superrrrr cool ! :D

especially hundan ! kept looking at her tho she is at th far end in front of th sec1s and 2s .

hmmm , i got a phobia of little kids , except for my liyang ! :D

he's th first baby that i dared to carry . ._.

cause i will just glare at kids when they cry so unless its a super good kid , i dont like to have anything to do with it . :/

so went for walkajog and went th short cut ! :D

damn shiok cause this time very short and got breeze !

so reached sch damn early and had a nice cup of 100plus (:

walked ard and finished walking through th whole bazaar at 9.30 -.-

WE WERE TH TREND SETTER FOR TH DAY ONCE AGAIN . :D

cause ppl who know me will know that i like to sit down everywhr i go and anywhr .

so joce and boyf want listen song i jiu sit down in front of th speaker .

thn boyf was dancing there super high-ly . ._.

ms woo asked us to stand up , we sat down again .

by that time , alot of ppl follow suit and started sitting down .

which bazaar do you ever see people sitting down in th middle of it for no reason ?

in a bazaar when xinhui's leg is pain , LOL .

then walked away for 3minutes , when we came back , there was a commotion at th speaker .

some guy was dancing infront of it with boyf opp and dancing lucifer ? also .

damn funny .

then a crowd formed and more and more people sat down around us , LOL .

end up half th school sat down there and watched people give free dance performance .

i believed if we went ard collecting money , we cfm get rich one , LOL .

then at one point , they were chanting my name for somebody to love and obvs i scramed . ._.

end up i danced at th back of th sports hall to remind boyf when she forgot LOL .

funfun :D

STUPID IDIOT !! ):

so bad sia , hmpt .

keep my book so long still there toupai ! -.-

OH AND MRLEE PROMISED TO GIVE ME TEN EXTRA MARKS FOR MY PRELIMS ! HAHAH .

caused he kidnapped my 3.5$ coupon and walked away , forcing me to follow and buy smth from him -.-

chtristine asked us to stay back aft that for class dance performance practice .

overall a nice day :D

byebye !

Sharp words , like knife to my heart .

2011-05-22T15:34:00.004+08:00

current tumblr pict :D

soooooo manyyyyyyy paperssssssssssss . ):

June hols are coming !

looking forward to dancers trip to --- :P

time to plan for another siaokia trip !

hmmmmm , when shall i put it ? :/

no one had ever tried to hurt me that way before .

Only memories remain .

2011-05-21T23:11:00.001+08:00

Today was quite fun :D

happybirthday jocelyn hi5partner ! <3

Woke up early to make cards for her and lee !

Then rush to buy cake for th two of them and went to their block to find them .

Passed to jocelyn but lee wasn't home .

Sad la cause she not home become not as nice a surprise . Disappointed :/

so went to Northpoint to find her but her friends were with her so damn awkward .

didn't stay, pass le immediately scram .

Went cwp with youwai jocelyn and rongfang after that .

Get suan laugh suan him played with his phone and galaxy tab ? :)

i am hungry ):

Willpower .

2011-05-15T20:36:00.001+08:00

you are so bored and say you have nothing to do but in reality you have a bunch of homework to do and you still rather being bored that doing it.

EXACTLY .

amathsssssssssssss ):

Harmless fun .

2011-05-15T19:38:00.003+08:00

OHMYGOD , I so feel like slapping jh kor now -.-

I was like asking him a qn on msn , totally serious and then he suddenly asked ,

" eh , guess who i am , haha. "

then end up guess very long , tell me he is other people , end up then admit actually is him -.-

GRRRRRRRRRRRRR .

OH , and i am so excited about next week ! (:

I feel soooooo sticky now , yet dont feel like bathing or eating :/

WHY AM I SO LAZY ? ):

Things fall apart .

2011-05-14T21:32:00.003+08:00

Things fall apart , even when you think they're stronger than anything you could ever imagine .

And yes , as you can see , this is from some book titled "Waiting for you" which i have totally no memroy of so i dontknow if this book was nice but i took this picture after seeing th words "Things fall apart" ! (Y)

Oh and i had so much to say , I dont even know where to start , hence I shall not even bother trying (:

edited pictures rocks :D

so obssessed with editing every single photo thats on my phone now :D

don't look like me uh ? ):

ohkay la , true cause i also dont see any alikeness , hence i chose this picture ! :D

& also , I find this photo de antique effect very cool altho that was actually due to th film spoiling at some part (X

HAHH , weejoon's lameness in class .

hehheh , i really ADORE THIS !

thanks waiyu piggy jie !

loads of love for you ! <3333333

my most loved & current craze , bears ! :D

one of my most precious birthday present !

MUAHAHAHAHA , WHO DO YOU THINK THIS TWO LOOK LIKE ? :D

having th same waterbottle as pig make me very scared that i am drinking from th wrong one . everytime after taking a sip of water , i will suddenly realised i havent check th base for name then think "SHIT ."

and hurrying check to reassure myself . stress sia :/
Lishan's lovely cupcake ! :D

thankyouuuuuuuuu , it's yellow !

AND LEEYUNQIANNNNNNNNNNNNNN , you good uh ! ):

th moment i see i hate yellow , i know is you liao la , dont need fake -.-

whywhywhy ? ):

YOU ARE SO BAD l:

oh , and being th pro me , i actually left my emaths wksht at school ( I HOPE . ) hence i am staring into space now .

HOWHOWHOW ? ):

Some way or another ,

2011-05-11T17:51:00.007+08:00

It sucks to see th lower secs going home while we have to sit in th hot and stuffy classroom , forcing ourselves not to sleep and chionging homeworks blahblahblah .

altho its sorta cool for two class , 4G & H , to sit two rows during reading period . (:

romantic or what ? :D

HAHHAHAH .

oh and if anyone would be interested to know , i faileds BOTH COMPO AND LETTER WRITING -.-

thankgod paper 2 pulled my marks up . :D

and how much marks i mean by failing ?

9/20 for letterwriting -.-

34/70 for compo -.-

pro or pro ?

I cant even find anything to say anymore .

The strength to stand up once more

2011-05-07T15:44:00.004+08:00

Hello ,

was feeling bored as usual hence decided to change th blogskins . (:

how's this ? :D

Life's less hectic now that there's no CCA but yet , felt so lost without it .

and it doesn't help my studies one bit that i am home earlier nowadays since i will just lie on bed and fall asleep .

altho it is much better that i dont come home tired and half dead :D

finished copying all those CDs with our dance songs , hope they appreciate this !

Our batch of chinese dancers are really th best !

we had th most number of performances , members , enthusiasm , craziness , and most impt , bond (:

hahah , other batches , be jealous please :D

imagine th moment we stepped in jiu learn new dance which we performed in june ? @ SGH ,

and this year's batch of secones ?

they havent even learnt th basic jibengong -.-

ohkay , finished secthree de geography le , but left me with a lot of questions ):

don't think i will be able to complete secfour de in one day and shall not try to since secfour syallabus for geog sucks -.-

WHATHMWKDOWEHAVEEEEEEEEE ?

its funny how i can revise yet not bring myself to do my hmwk :/

oh and i havent completed th chinese election hmwk .

SHITSHITSHIT , I HAVE A COMPO DUE ON TUESDAY ,

TATA PEOPLE , I AM OFF TO COMMIT SUICIDE OR SMTH ):

Quote ,

2011-05-02T18:22:00.001+08:00

Don't you hate it when people make a joke about you, about something that you are actually incredibly insecure about. And they don't realize it, but every laugh feels like a stab in your chest, because it hurts so much and brings up memories you'd rather forget. But you can't say anything, because then people would know your weaknesses. They'd know how insecure you really are. So instead you just laugh it off, and hide the pain you feel inside.

While we still can .

2011-05-02T14:36:00.003+08:00

Ohmygod , i replayed this like 10 times ?

HAH , chad is sooooo cute !

his face like damn tongku

"I need to go shit some poops ."

"don't panic . " "PANIC ! "

LOL max .

sharpay's has a nice voice (:

oh and why th randomness ?

cause i was watching We're all in this tgt and thinking its would be a cool grad night performance when i saw this !

th sets must have taken ages to do :/

I am addicted :D

Determination ,

2011-05-01T21:09:00.002+08:00

ohkay people , believe it ornot , I am gonna chiong for my studies now !

I sincerely hope that tumblr will not spoil my plans tho ! ):

and to my friends out there ,

please start studying too !

You know , i am really scared of not going into th same sch as you guys !

its not like i am going to get into th top schools so i dont see why you all cant get to a generally good school with me !

i know you guys can de !

soworried about some people now . ):

especially those i missed :/

Miscommunication .

2011-05-01T20:17:00.002+08:00

Red is th colour today :D

went to bugis just now w/ ryan and that was a damn fail trip -.-

he said want go on monday i insisted on today cause mon was my sleeping day and hols library not opened .

i didn't realised today then is public holidays -.-

revisions are so depressing ,

it make you realised that you seemed to know nothing at all ._.

and it doesn't help that i can only concentrate like 5 min at a time -.-

oh and i think i should just remove my tagboard since its depressing to see people come and go with only like , one tag a month ? -.-

i am now trying to give my sister that hopeful look to see if she bought me anything . :D

apparently not -.-

blahblahblah .

oh yes , she did ! :D

"yes ah, i KNEW it, i KNEW she rock. :D im so fortunate right! are you jealous. :D"

^ thats what she typed while i went of to find food -.-

ohmygod , there's a nice show now , bye peopleeeeeeeee .

how are you ?

Friends or foe ?

2011-04-30T21:15:00.003+08:00

I realised that google chrome really is cool ! :D

should have listened to yw earlier , LOL .

after going out w/ bsssf just now , i feel much more motivated now ! :D

and we did smth REALLLYYYYYYYY stupid (X

bored shit .

Holding on to it .

2011-04-27T19:05:00.000+08:00

I think i damn fail cause only one day pass , i realised i cant really give up on you .
But what else can i do to help you wake up ?
Friends , are for life .

One-way road .

2011-04-26T23:14:00.001+08:00

You know what ? I am sick of trying so hard to help you yet you not feeling a thing .
They always ask me why i am so scared of you but its just cause i care and since you can't sense it ,
why continue right ?
If he never told me that , i would never had felt that way .
You chose them over me , right ? And you think i am a blabbErmouth dont you ?
Please i dont even tell you everything , i tell you things to gain your trust .
Dont worry , i wont share anything with you any more :)
I just guess we are meant to be this way so hence blame no one .
I am done with this , i shall just go along with whatever happens next then .

2011-04-26T21:33:00.001+08:00

hi people! (x

this blog is crappy with lengthy post (:

so, the second owner will come in with short, nice, sweet and awesome posts (:

its long since i posted! haaha

haha (: the owner suck! she dont wanna talk to me >:( + she actyige new specs! haha :D

also, below is evident that the owner is HONG-ing. >:| be my witnesses people!

hahaha. kk GTG . byebye.

P.S. jiayou CCHY chinese drama and congrats CCHY chinese dance (:

<3 RRT -always that awesome.

It's th thought that counts .

2011-04-25T21:24:00.003+08:00

XINHUI ! (: ehh slut

- Neilson ?

XINHUI ! (: i very curious sia

- Neilson ?

XINHUI ! (: how many ppl do you talk to everytime you are online -.-

- Neilson those that are nice to talk to.

- Neilson usually 1.

- Neilson how come?

XINHUI ! (: YAY !

XINHUI ! (: LIKE ME !

XINHUI ! (: I FEEL SOOOO HONOURED

- Neilson so u dont think i'm nice to talk to la =(

- Neilson since u nv talk to me 1st.

XINHUI ! (: you on comp every single day ?!

- Neilson yea

XINHUI ! (: i dont talk to anyone -.-

XINHUI ! (: i wait for ppl to talk to me :D

- Neilson u wait for ppl come talk to u

- Neilson walao -.=

- Neilson zi dong abit what.

XINHUI ! (: actually i on msn for fun one lo

XINHUI ! (: ohkay you close this convo right now please

- Neilson nononono

XINHUI ! (: yes

XINHUI ! (: close it

XINHUI ! (: NOW

XINHUI ! (: then i zi dong

- Neilson ok =( dont need so fierce..

XINHUI ! (: (:

- Neilson LAME LAH.

- Neilson still as slutty as ever =x

XINHUI ! (: CLOSE IT LA

- Neilson HOW U KNOW I NV CLOSE

XINHUI ! (: I 30 sec later talk to you

XINHUI ! (: :D

XINHUI ! (: cause you keep typing -.-

XINHUI ! (: YO , HI SLUT ! :D

XINHUI ! (: are you suprised that i actually talked to you ?

XINHUI ! (: you are so nice to talk to that i talked to you first !

- Neilson okay..

- Neilson we both know thats fake

XINHUI ! (: awwwwww ):

XINHUI ! (: thats my heartfelt words and you just snubbed it !

XINHUI ! (: i feel so hurt !

XINHUI ! (: bye , dontwant talk to you le .

XINHUI ! (: ):

- Neilson OK OK

- Neilson I'M TOUCHED

- Neilson OMG

- Neilson I THINK YOU'RE NICE TOO

- Neilson AS NICE AS ME

XINHUI ! (: ohmygod ?

XINHUI ! (: really ? :D

- Neilson yea, since i'm so nice

XINHUI ! (: it's th first time i heard that from a guy !

XINHUI ! (: i am so glad that tears are springing to my eyes !

XINHUI ! (: awwwwwww

Since i am actually back so early for once cause i NO LONGER HAVE CCA ! ,

shall start posting about th SYF last week ! :D

Thankyou so much to all those notes , so cute ! :D

Two years had past since th last SyF which is on 2009 if you can count ._.

Remember how much effort we put in last time ?

I think we really put in as much effort this year .

altho it's still probably not enough since th dance was 3 times tougher :/

but we perservered on , from learning and struggling to catchup with th beat ,

to overtaking th tempo

(ohkay fine , i admit it was just me right ? altho how th hell do i overtake why everyone drag , i dontknow -.- )

and to perfecting each move , staying in position for 5 mins each in front of th mirror ,

getting cramps and bruises every single week .

then due to space constraints , moved up to mph and demanded for th aircon (opps :P)

from tcher's 14 steps to measure stage to my 10 steps .

and then that pathetic time where there is no space for our practices hence we had to go to th canteen instead .

everyone helped by pushing back benches and tables and mop th floor .

that scene was just so heartwarming , awwwwww . :D

th dancers probably didn't know but i was watching them like a pervert from upstairs for a longtime , so cute lo ! :D

then rehearsal , everyone got screamed at time after time .

people finally started to feel th stress .

greenbean/barley soup and snacks from ziehui practically every lesson ,

video watching from past practices ,

we finally got to th day when we had to go up on th stage .

led my seniors through th last time for jibengong ,

will definitely miss shouting 换 ! whenever i feel like it ! :D

and also tricillia's endless whispering in my ear ,

jinghui and kailin's clumsiness ,

our side laughing at epic face / fiona golden flower ! :D

altho everyone came out in tears , except those 5 LOL , I still feel proud of my girls . (:

I know most cried at th sight of others crying , i know you all did your best (:

mrong's helpless face was funny max ! (x

i will miss th singing sessions th most !

those funny busrides where we shared secrets , jokes , sing stupid song at th top of our voices ,

and played th bombing game !

thanks my dear girls for all those lovely moments , i will not forget it (:

altho we aimed high , dont blame yourselves cause it's only a bloody 6 schools who got gold & goldw/honor altogether .

and let's admit it , how could we ever compete with them ?

so just think , we might be th 8? th 9? or th 10 .

we will nvr know .

dear juniors , never give up , have faith in yourself .

please do not create problems for my dear kaixin , she is stressed enough being in H .

sectwos , i really hope you guys will settle your problems one and for all , you guys will do great if you all can work tgt .

i am so worried abt what will happen when we leave !

those strong-willed ones , quieten down and give kaixin a chance .

those quiet ones , show your potential and influence your peers to follow under th lead of kaixin .

as one , dance will continue on to greater heights ! <3

others photos found on facebook .

if your girlf's photo here and you wanna kope , go ahead but please pay a charge of $10000 please :D

no facebook go and cry .

i dont think anyone's really interested anyway apart from dancers -.-

Spread th love .

2011-04-24T21:44:00.000+08:00

Goodluck to cchy chinese drama ! :D

Lonesome ,

2011-04-24T17:14:00.000+08:00

Dear computer , i miss you so .
Would you mind coming back to my side ? :)

Stand as one .

2011-04-21T22:37:00.001+08:00

feel so mean now ,
can't even feel happy for others ,
just feel more and more pissed off that we seemed nothing to th rest which was what i had expected .
gosh what's wrong with meeee .

oh and dancers , i really feel so sadistic to feel happy to see us all crying tgt aft performance .
and mr ong's face was funny while he was helplessly looking at almost all of us cry :D

In times of trouble ,

2011-04-21T22:19:00.003+08:00

I hate facebook today .
me and neilson was like emo-ing tgt ,

Neilson Ng
seeing all the happy post on FB somehow i dont feel as happy.
20 minutes agoSent from Chat
Xinhui Actyige
seeing all th happy post in fb , i feel more and more sad .

cried for th second time today aft receiving pearlyn's first sms yet smiled after reading her second message . (:
th first time was when i sent lee our results , cause it really seemed like th fate's sealed or smth .

anyway thanks to all those who sent me goodluck and jiayou messages especially unexpected ones like slut's .

also thanks to all those comforting messages , especially weejoon who was th first to noticed that i wasnt smiling th moment i got up from my seat in LT .

also to pearlyn cause you really did made me feel tons better , serious (:
sorry i cheapskate , dont feel like replying :/

oh and thanks for all those cute notes especially th one from th sec ones ! so cute ! :D

thanks to all chinese dancers , please continue walking down this path hand in hand .
i am really worried about you all especially after what happened today .
dont make things hard for kaixin .

love you guys .

Fading innocence .

2011-04-11T22:01:00.003+08:00

Isn't this cuteeeeeeee ? :D
spotted this at tiongbahru's morethanwords !
just realised last friday that tiongbahru really have very nice shops !
sad thing i only live there in th past ):

ohkay i only have one thing to update today which is during dance .
we were wearing our full costume today then when we were released ,
all th doors of th hall were close .
naturally , at this time when most left school ,
dancers were just changing in th hall .
boyf most pro , she was about to change AT TH DOOR when ryan / idiot opened th door and called her name (X
so as expected , munyeeng screamed followed by liyi -.-

anyway , side note to wushu warriors !
dont be upset or disappointed over results kay ?
you all know you all did your best , going all thy way to pasirris to train .
th efforts you all put in was great and i think you guys did great already !
dont be dishearten and jiayou more for th remaining competitions ! <3

Worryfree .

2011-04-09T21:16:00.005+08:00

nice start of th post uh ? :/
been feeling so dizzy for no reason ,
jinghui says its due to sportsday SO ITS ALL YOUR FAULT BOYF !
hmmmm , what should i post about ? i shall do random de again .
start with last thursday ba .
had educational seminar with singaporepoly for life science and iforgotwhat .
damn funny cause it was super stupid .
first , they passed around SURVEYFORMS which WASNT ENOUGH .
amanda and mabel were happy not to get one .
then was BROCHURE 1 hich our WHOLEROW including amandaand mabel did not get .
then BROCHURE 2 whole row again -.-
then they pass out free gift which is PERFUME and amanda and mabel DIDNT GET AGN . so we filled up survey form as
Are the information / things provided useful ?
STRONGLY DISAGREE .
Then commented : there were not enough things to go around EVeN SURVEY FORMS . hahah .
then had another failaprilfool when classmates refuse to cooperate -.-
mr ng was lame ttm . Teach us what macho and sexy clap ._.
pe was LOL , cause ceyong kept asking me to run and passing th rugby ball to me when i was busy talking / stonning or looking away ._.
so keep hearing
"XINHUI WHAT YOU DOING ?! RUN !"
rugby sucks -.-
monday & tuesday nth special ?
wed cca at ava , watched a video of haona coach's competiton video of her national competition where she got third !!
national leh , china so big ! :D
thurs was damn pissed off but thanks goodness guodong was sitting infront of me ! :D hahah , he's really a great friend man (:
he kept nudging me and say "don't sad la don't sad la . you still got me right ? i your bestfriend ! "
hahah , cute right ? :D
friday sports day ! jumped house to yellow ! :D
went siaosiao with boyf , trying to compete see who will take our chips as being my boyf , she actually bought th same thing as me ! :D
weejoon hope you are feeling better !
GUODONG I KNOW YOU VERY NICE TO ME BUT I WILL NOT FORGIVE YOU FOR WHAT YOU DID ! HMPT .
victor damn scary , i heard that he run halfway then say heard a piak sound and is bone fracture . :o
ohkay , nth to say .
our costumes arrived in full today ! damn chio !
will upload picts when i allowed to which is after syf ! :D

The first five question is from the first section of primary3 el paper & is th ad / poster thing where you answer based on that . HOW CAN ANYONE GET 1/5 ??!?!?!

BELOW ARE LAMENESS BY GUYS DURING LIT -.-

CHAIR FROM 4F ._.

2011-04-03T15:43:00.003+08:00

bears are soooo cute ! :D

esp th third !!

just wanted to tell lover , THANKS FOR TH PADDINGTON BEAR !

love it alotalot ! (:

2011-04-03T14:07:00.002+08:00

Happy Birthday to th oldest member of BBG ! :D so proud of myself for rmb-ing your bday ! (: Like haona laoshi said "不知道为什么你那么大了还像一个小孩子。" HAHH , stay cute and chio ! :D Hope you will get elected for th house captain thing altho i am not very sure what is it for ! JIAYOU ! BBG supports you ! :D Do think of us at times kay ? i got read th notes you gave me de ! (: All th best ! <3

2011-04-02T17:45:00.001+08:00

Just realised my blog looks so wordy hence th random pictures . (:

THE DANCERS SO CHIO AND CUTE !

it is my current dp (:

ohkay whatever , i am so pissed off by my sister .

from today onwards , i shall call her meimei instead .

YOU DONT DESERVE MY RESPECT I RESPECT YOU FOR WHAT .

cant cook , i cook .

eat le cant even wash your own bloody plate .

next time might as well dont eat .

i sit there so long keep tell you i freaking hungry still call me shutup and getout .

still dare say what always you cook you wash plate .

PLEASE LO , I BLOODY DID YOUR HOUSEWORK FOR YOU SINCE P5 OHKAY ?

i your maid meh -.-

go jc very big uh , i olevel only right .

hah , no wonder your olevel so LOUSY . GRRRRR .

2011-03-31T21:26:00.002+08:00

congratulations to moderndancers ,
i know you guys reallyreally did your best (:

now , i am worried for my dancers :/
some things nvr change huh ?
every year , ID will get their result first and if its super good , we will feel happy for them but yet cry because we are afraid that we will lower th standard by ALOT .
if its not th best result , we will still cry because they always seemed more hardworking , put more effort making us lose hope .
ohmygod , really dont feel like going sch tmr to miandui mdmyeo .
i think shes going to put me down agn , tell me how we are so much behind ID , how they had a great chairman unlike me , how i wasnt fierce enough , how our attitude sucks .

i guess theres no use for words now .
chinese dancers , JIAYOUJIAYOUJIAYOU ! <3

2011-03-30T21:19:00.003+08:00

Hi , i am currently in sec 4 studying in CCHY . :D
My CCA is chinesedance and had been for nine years (:
I am a vegetarian .
i have been wearing specs since i was seven ):
thats about it .

hahah hi people :D
its rare that i am in such a great mood coming home from dance !
i totally agree with coach , we are only that bonded when it come to doing naughty / bad things :D
but then again , it mostly usually th sec 4s zi-highing la :/
thursday or friday ?
hand or leg ?

2011-03-27T17:21:00.008+08:00

OHMYGODDDD .
totally regrets asking my mum to pon meettheparents x.x
cause like evryone get bad reports hai me now still havent known mine :/
MRGOH , TWO DAYS LE WHY STILL NEVER CALLLLLLLLLL ?!?!?!

anyway , on thursday , th dancers went to UCC to have our rehearsal !
fyi , UCC is th university cultural centre of NUS , th uni not the high school . ._. I missed th kallang theatre which was th venue for prisch dance syf , SO MUCH NICER ! ):
we always can play catching there and have big feast ,
UCC evrything also cannot , must keep so quiet and then so dark . :/
basically kept getting screamed at by teacher ,
you go there can keep hear my name one lo -.-
hahah , i proved th teacher wrong :D she always say what you nvr smile during practice , see how you smile when you on ucc stage with th light shining on you , darkness in front , th cold and th stress .
sorry lo , since pri sch i always cn only smile when i am on stage lo , TYVM .
dont you feel that when th lights are shining on you , you will feel a sense of achievement that your hard work got you onto th stage and will feel like you belong on th stage . I feel that way :D
thats why tcher scream and scream at me i also pretend nvr hear -.-
but then i damn scared th three solo part behind, cause i always seem to screw up that part ):
oh and tcher was in a crazy mood also ):
trip home was superduper fun ! cause th sec 4s went siaosiao , hahah .
th ppl behind , yangjin , xunlin , kailin , jinghui and wenwen was holding a karaoke session again , LOL .
then th 4e ppl start sharing SUPERR lame jokes ._.
according to jinghui ,
must enjoy ourselves cause its th last time we going out with dance !
jump back ,
before going , yangjin they said that we must have better discipline since we going with mdance .
so they say everyone have to listen and look at me and be alert .
exp , when i do a split , everyone must gather ,
when i do a xiayao , everyone must do pumping , LOL MAX.
obvs we dint do that la -.-
me jinghui and ros was discussing th bestplace to hide a corpse onn th way there . as jh say : th most dangerous place is th safest place to hide
me : why not you kill th person le then you carry that person around and say " not i kill one ! "
sorry la , we too bored alr .
hahah , they were planning on having a performance for sec4s during tchers day and go up as ccccd !
meaning , CHINESE CHOIR CUM CHINESE DANCE .lol
siansian ,
anw , th friday song got so nan ting meh ._.

WHY MY POST ALWAYS SO NO LINK ONE -.-
WISH ALL CCAS JIAYOU AND ALLTHBEST FOR SYF AND COMPEITITION ! :D

2011-03-22T22:33:00.002+08:00

8097.) I try so hard to be there for everyone, to satisfy everyone, to be a good friend. But no one seems to ever notice. Ever. I've thought about just giving up. To stop trying so hard, and to drift away from everyone. Maybe then, people would notice me. But I just can't do that. I need people. Too much. I just wish they needed me too.

Tomorrow's elearning and guess what ?
WE GOT CCA ):
SAD OR WHAT SIA .
oh , and i have a blueblack on my HAND . & my arm and knee .
yes , hand -.-
basically i was demoing smth to ibel or tric than i banged it (1st)
then joanna spin and bang into th exact same place (2nd)
then we need go through th whole song then bang again cause no space (3rd)
._.
hope for all these hard work we are putting in , we will atleast maintain our gold .
it still seemed impossible now .
i know how we always moan and groan abt cca but if we really got g / gwh , its all really worth it :/
anyway , people can stop asking me whether the world ending anot can ? ._.
very scary leh and how i know sia

2011-03-17T21:56:00.001+08:00

When she says sorry, shes saying it cause shes tired of her heart crying all night. But sometimes you don't seem to notice the little things that kill her the most. So stop, look back on everything you did, and give her everything you got from here on out. Cause thats what she really needs.

2011-03-17T21:21:00.003+08:00

hi people , hope you guys did get a proper holiday .
cause i so didn't . :/
lesson after lessons after lessons .
cca and cca and cca .
what's new anyway . -.-
been quite pleased with my results (except geog obvs since i failed by one mark -.-)
esp my amaths and physics ! :D:D:D:D
shows that hard work really pay off .
feel like laughing in so many ppl face now , who tell them look down on me ?
HAHAH , SUCKERS !
ohmygod , i feel so mean . :/
LOL , hope after ct , mr goh and mr lee will realised i am so not one of th weaker students ohkay . -.-
its just that i am just slacking -.-
whatever , excuses excuses .
so much drama lately , hope everything gets resolved quickquick !
i keep rmb-ing kaijun bsssf 's reaction when he found out i was crying on th phone .
LOL TTM .
sian diao , syf costume came back le .
at first me ros , shanz , jinghui and anela no costume cause we took it to alter , now it came back D:
but th top damn nice ! freak chio cause ... IT'S SUNSET YELLOW ! :D
jealous right ? hahaha
ohkay , bye .
and i think i am pro , i actually forgot i had amaths tuition -.-

2011-03-14T20:46:00.003+08:00

Hi , i just wish that syf's over , like seriously .
i think drummers , band members and fencers should understand absolutely .
dancers have th worse coaches , i mean not that they are bad , they are great . just that they scold in a freaking fierce way that none can imagine .
i mean please la , md coach even throw chairs when hes super mad .
beat that people .
today 8 - 11 got ss . aft that 12 - 2 got phys .
knowing there's cca , obvs we didnt eat much during th onehour break cause we would be hungry later .
mr lee ended late so we ate for 15 mins and went for dance .
i guess everyone can imagine whats going to happen aft that -.-
dontknow why just nice everyone was feeling freaking unwell .
then nicenice tcher suddenly wanted jibengong in th hall .
so thankyou very much , she made it worse .
our stomachs were churning and to add on we only had bread .
i think only tricillia , ibel and shanz saw that i almost cried uh .
wenwen thought i was just upset cause me and a couple of ppl got told off by tcher for not smiling .
you want vomit you smile for me la .
anyway , was really greatful for mryap's talk altho i seriously feel like murdering him th moment he walked in cause i know we are going to end up performing for him -.-
kay bye people , hope everyone survives before syf ends .
jiayou , all the best to all ccas kay ? ♥
oh and compeititions too like in th case of wushu where many of my great friends are !
you can go now , byebye .
let me protect your precious little eyes just in case .

last week , attended th motivational workshop and got an i/s .
i find it really accurate even if you people dont agree .
some people say i should be d , do you really think so ?
i find myself very s and i .
i know what some are thinking .
xinhui super nice ? shy ?
you know what ? i dont really care what you all think , i think its correct .
ask yourself , had you ever seen me jump up to volunteer .
i am just someone who's impatient (thats th part i dont fit s .) and want to get something done and i can't take it if time is wated so i DO classify under a reluctant leader .
maybe its my own fault for always giving in making ppl think i am d .
i mean really , think about it , i am practically a maid to my cca members .
people disapprove , they think i am too nice to them .
but i am too people oriented , i just care too much about what people think .
do they think i am bossy and proud cause i hold my authority after them .
do they detest my shouting at them ?
would they hate me if i tell them to do this ?
do they think i am such a sucky friend cause i order them just because i was given the power to ?
can they see that its my duty ?
because i worry , i cant do it .
after every dance , you will always see me clearing up after them .
i am posting this not to say they sucks or what , this post is about me ohkay ? ME .
i just want to say that i think i give in too easily .
i dont like to tell people i fail , i cant take it .
just like today , shanz ask me repeatedly , you ohkay ma .
its not in me to say no .
someone told me that she thinks i am too strong , that i will snap one day .
i think so too , i just dontreally know how to say .
like there is always no one to whine to .
people would either scold , lecture or blame me .
people i could say to , they are not free , they are too stress out themselves , and i dont dare .
its just like my cca (sorry , this is th best exp , i love dance kay ?)
like how i am banned from vigorous exercises and dance was one of those activities i was banned from .
but my love for dance make me unable to quit , even tho i am suffering like no one knows .
you all say , oh poor thing i understand but you dont , you arent as weak as me .
th only person who understand is my mum yet she th last person i could complain to cause she is just going to scold me for choosing these cca and quiting co even tho thats what she wanted .
weejoon told me , 'good for you' , thats what you always say to me .
i do always say that to everyone .
do you know th meaning behind good for you ?
it means its good for YOU , why cant i be that way .
but no one ever sees that .
i think i mind too much what people say to me or think abt me .
in pri sch , someone once told me what they hate abt me and aft that , i had been so self concious of everything i do , regretted everything i said , wonder if everything thinks that way or wondering if all my friends hate me too .
it affected me so much .
sometimes i hate them for doing that to me but then i stop to thing , maybe its me .
i shouldn't expect everyone to put me as their priority , hello who am i really ?
but then , i think , wait , everythings abt me really , i think i should be god .
everythings my fault , everything i do it never enough , everythings me me me , th world revolves abt me .
anw , i find sorry easier to say than iloveyou .
maybe i say sorry too much people find it unsincere .
but everytime i say sorry , i feel resign cause i know its proably my problem again .
maybe after skipping through this chunk of text ppl are thinking , what an ungrateful kid , people are dying in japan and whats she doing , whining about some little things .
if you are thinking that , touch your heart , you dont have moments when you are down ?
you mean you are like i am sooooo lucky when people pick on you ?
comeon , unless you did donate $100 from your angpaos like me and $20 every month like me , just shutup ohkay .
this is most impt to me now kay ?
i shall feel for th japan ppl tmr and i will aft a sleep .
god bless them while i am here ranting abt my perfect life or whatever .
ohmygod , this is so long .
i really feel ungrateful .
ohkay i am better now but i shall not clear this since it makes me a hypocrite .
hope i shall just be contented living my closed up life again .

2011-03-12T12:14:00.002+08:00

Anyone ever rmb this ?
This was midautumn sec 1 .
i can still rmb victor tan and mrs tan sitting infront of me . x.x

I stand beside seniors can see th obvs difference sia . they so confident we like want hide away .

Hello ! :D

this few days had been busybusybusy ! ):

cause of th motivational workshop , tuitions and debates , leading me to miss dinner two days straight , how pathetic .

yeah , motivational workshop is fun ! but then super timeconsuming .

imagine sitting in th lt for 10hours for three days ... :/

suddenly sit infront of th comp at a loss of things to write .

and i just realised my mother didn't leave me any money for lunch even tho she go msia , my father go work , my sis go camp .

how great . ._.

ohyeah , i think th third day most fun one , cause keep laughing like mad with some of my great friends !

Rosaline , WeeJoon , Edmund , Amanda ! :D

yeah lo , edmund correct sia , everyone very good uh , bully me one -.-

recess tio aim by yihao edmund , weejoon and neilson WTH .

debate was damn joke .

thanks to amandang and her crap ! (X

there were normally eight judges and only three are th main one , th impt one while th others are th "shadows" who are in training to be judge .

Th timekeepers , thats amanda , were supposed to go up to them to find out who were th main ones .

we were like thinking how she could ask and we came up with "so , are you real or are you fake ? "
and th trainer was telling us , if we dknow how pronounce their name , write beside how you would spell it so that you know how pronounce .

imagine if there was a pete and amanda wrote down pig beside . -.-

anyway , th debates were interesting and me and those ushers like reuben and jordan and other guys keep sneaking away from our duties to go watch x.x

i found out that its better to be th opposition team cause you can see how your opponent speaks and pick up their mistakes and faults and when you go up , you would not be as nervous .

damn joke , when preposition speaking , th opp can offer points of info .

hearing from jordan , he said "wah , that guy damn zai . someone want stand up say something he very agitated , shout at that person 'sit down ! i don't want to hear it !' -.-"

pro max

and one guy from th preposition was speaking while th group member waswriting down notes .

th one speaking suddenly bang th table to stress th point and th groupmate like jump back witrh a jolt.

as expected , th whole audience laughed (X

i was laughing like mad when amanda told me .

thanks for th lift home ! :D

ohkay shall elabo on motivational workshop next time !

yeahyeah , ros , wj and edmund . I love my autograph page so muchhhhh can ? -.- LOL .

Do you think its ever going to be enough ?

2011-03-09T20:46:00.002+08:00

Ohkay , i warned neilson that i gonna post neilson's journal entry here and he agreed !
so here goes , LOL TTM .
btw , ms aggie told us th topic was whatever we want except common test cause she dontwanna hear anymore of cts .

Sorry Ms Aggie , but i am going to defy your orders and write about the common tests . But then again , when i think about it , I feel my little conscience nagging at me and then i stop for 5 mins thinking whether to write it or not . After 5 mins , I am still at a loss of what to write . Please forgive me Ms aggie , forgive my stupid mind block which came just as i opened my journal .
Since i have nothing to write , I suppose I might just as well write about the common test , right ? After all ,its better than a page full of rubbish . However , keeping in mind the fact that you forbade us to write about the common test , I suddenly developed a mind block about the common test too . Oh look , we've reached two-thirds of the page already !

How more crap can you get seriously , LOL .
next time when i free i shall post some lame maxx photos neilson and weejoon took during lit . (X
we were playing th champion league game ms aggie let us play in lit and weejoon immediately shouted , " we want to be th GIRLYGIRLS ! "
zzz , then both sides were cheating so is damn diao .
nothing more to say , so its time for picts !

GWENNNNN ! THIS ONE CAN ? don't want fb la :x
:D
my current wallpaper ! :D

ros lg galaxy phone ._.
i loved my hair back then ):

jiejie come back soon to do your part of th housework !!!!! damn pissed off le la ! you come back i onebyone suan with you !

2011-02-24T20:42:00.002+08:00

Teddybears so cute ! LOL
hi , i feel so damn proud of myself now :DD
like cause of a journal entry , i came home and chiong all my hmwk diligently , go bath and revise without getting shouted at ! :D
whoohooo .
ohkay la , i know thats what a lot of guaikias do everyday but i still feel proud of myself , haahh .
zzzz , i failed a comb sci paper by 1 mark , how pro am i ?
havent give back pure , that would be .... -.-
dontknow why , now i am passing all my maths test yet failing all my physics test -.- !
OHNO , REVERSAL HAPPENING ):

2011-02-23T19:11:00.001+08:00

You don’t even make an effort to talk to me, it’s like I mean nothing to you now.

2011-02-23T19:04:00.001+08:00

No, I do not get 100 likes on my profile pictures. I don't buy expensive clothes. My grades are not perfect. I have bad hair days. My friends and I don't always get along. I feel like giving up sometimes. I'm sorry I'm not perfect. There's a toy store right there. Go ahead and get yourself a Barbie.

hello , ;D
sian diaooooooo , i have nth to say actually ._.
so , bye -.-

can't you just let me for once ?

2011-02-21T21:46:00.004+08:00

suprisesuprise , i am bored ONCE AGAIN but it is due to a good cause . :D
i was doing my hmwk :/
tmr gonna have elit test followed by chinese , siann diao ttm .
have cca somemore .
today i super good kay ?
i ACTUALLY WAVED TO CHEN . ;O
good or what ? actually i was just so happy that there's no cca that i felt like waving and smiling to show my appreciation , :/ its not th end of our secret war opkay ? -.-
hahahah , i keep thinking of th cool gmail accounts i created for yw , jy and jw . :D
CAN I ANNOUNCE TH SUPER NICE PASSWORD HERE? :D
they are going to change it anw judjing from yw's reaction -.-
boredboredbored.
WHY TH EL SO CHEEM !
ohyeah ! today el go library ! and i read comic and ms aggie commented on my choice of reading material ._.

ohyeah ! i suddenly felt like doing what i did ages ago , BLOGS I VISITED TH MOST ! :D

feel so guilty , out of th old list , only three left sia ):
hmpt , any way in no particular order , its yunqian , wingyan , pearlyn , regina , ferlyn and peiying .
don't ask me why for th last two , i find it random too -.-
th first 2 are th ones i stuck with throughout .
i know they are probably crying cause they feel so damn touched now :D
ofcourse i go to other blogs too but they are so dead that i don't even feel like putting it here .
or else i just don't go as freq .
i think i should go do my hmwk and stop crapping ._.
byebye ! (:

2011-02-19T12:05:00.002+08:00

Headed back to the AVA Room and watched them practicing SYF. Seems so stressful. You will be shouted at for every tiny wrong movement you did. And the correction of the moves were tiring like siao. I can still remember how we stayed in the same position for like 5-10 minutes while laoshi was going around looking at how everyone posed. For every movement some more! - Wenchien

like exactly lo , -.-
you know what ? i actually woke up at 8.30 today and today is SATURDAY ! ;O
if you know me , i usually wake up at 11++ on weekends so this is a huge accomplishment !
and its not like i slept very early th previos night , pro or what ? :D
sian diao , now i am alone at home once again cause dad went to work , mum went malaysia , and jie dknow go where .
I am doing my emaths hmwk , guai or what ?! :D
but since i am posting now , can tell that i am very distracted hor :/
i found out that minitoons got alotttt of cute teddy bears ! (:
i think when i am older and working , i will probably be broke everyday regardless of what job i take cause there's too much things i want to buy ._.

anyone can recommend some old songs to listen to ?
i need to entertain myself or i think i am heading back to sleep .. -.-

2011-02-16T20:09:00.002+08:00

February is gearing up to be, basically, an all-around good month.(where got -.-) Sure there will be the usual conflicts that occur in some way, shape or form every month, but on the whole, this will be a pleasant journey.

The month begins with some of the aforementioned conflicts as the Sun, in stubborn Aquarius, conjuncts fiery Mars on February 4. Attempts to compromise will be futile, and heated debates could arise. Fortunately, though Aquarius is stubborn, it's also tolerant. Agree to disagree, and you may find that letting go of problems is much easier than you thought.

Sensible Saturn will meet up with the Sun and Mars on the 6th. This alignment will help you move forward with plans that were previously stymied, but not without a lot of work. Perseverance and persistence are the name of the game if you want to achieve a positive and successful outcome. Fortunately, the 6th will also see sophisticated Venus charm its way into a sweet opposition to Jupiter, giving you an opportunity to step away from the work and get out and enjoy yourself. (you sure ? still everytime dance leh -.-)

On the 10th, Venus moves on to seduce Pluto, which can lead to possessiveness, jealousy and a hint of manipulation. Nothing that a few sweet compliments can't soften, though. Just be sure you don't let anyone pull your strings, and that you treat others with the same respect. (true x.x)

A week later, Neptune enters the scene by conjuncting first the Sun on the 17th and then Mars on the 21st. Neptune can feel like a veil is pulled over your eyes. Things may not be what they seem, and you may experience low energy and weak willpower. Neptune can also bring spirituality, compassion and glamour. Allow the good and the bad to combine: plan ahead to enjoy a few lazy days, letting reality go and having fun with daydreams, books and movies.

The Neptunian influence continues as the astronomical action moves from Aquarius into Pisces (ruled by Neptune) toward the end of the month. First the Sun enters Pisces on the 19th, where it will stay for a month, then on the 21st, Mercury moves in for two weeks, while Mars starts its 5-week Pisces stint on the 23rd. With the planets in Pisces, you'll feel more intuitive, artistic and emotionally self-protective. Finally, tempers will calm, and peace will reign.

As the month ends, Pluto returns to the scene, first squaring Jupiter on the 25th, and then meeting up with the Sun on the 26th. Pisces can be a bit scattered, but Pluto entering the mix will help you pull things back together and get organized. The extra boost from Jupiter does wonders for self-confidence, and February will close out on a high note.

2011-02-16T19:49:00.002+08:00

This week is sooo damn tiring . ):
monday cca , tuesday cca , wednesday cca , thursday physics , friday chemistry .
WHATSHITISTHIS ?!
monday had cca in hall -.-
and i fell down 3 times straight , hooray for me .
and worse still drummers and fencers and my two juniors were in hall , throw face . D:
mdm lee and mschen see i like what faint or die le like that cause i keep falling and staggering till they go plead tcher to let us break 1 min but she say she want train our physical strenght -.-
tuesday run ard a few rounds with knee touching stomach then few more rounds kick backside de plus sit up and dontknow how say de .
today is a better day ! :D
th china ppl came from today onwards , th tallest guy was pig2's partner ;O
el lit damndamn funny de .
cause weejoon was crapping away to th china exchange student while she like very awkward LOL .
on th screen was several opposites like life vs death , reality vs appearance & LOVE VS HATE .
weejoon "ohyeah , you know hor , when you want to say woaini is iloveyou . (actually they know de lo , wj thought they dk el at all meh -.-) can you say that to me ? "
hai us gang of no books laugh like mad .
pig was also saying nonsense to her like how a lot of girls like him , how he got in soccer national team and he is spore's wushu champion .
i know , wtheck right ? -.-
cca was great for once !
we damn fake , slacking ard till got china ppl want come in see then pretend to be practicing x.x
watch videos till 5 ! then keep waste time , LOL .
hmpt , alot of hmwk waiting for me , goodbye people .

OHYEAH , special thanks to all who gave presents , notes , or just gave me a greeting of happy v. day ! :D
love you guys so much . (:
& to those i gave things to , feel veryveryveryveryvery honoured hor ! (X
tuesday ,

2011-02-10T20:36:00.004+08:00

Valentine's Day doesn't only meant for lovers, and people with relationships. You show your love and gratitude to those who are special to you that day.

HIHI ! :D
now because of neilson , this lameshit song keep replaying in my head -.-
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=astISOttCQ0
hmpt , not looking forward to tmr's army museum ._.
cause everyone keep telling me how lame it is LOL
WE WENT BEFORE ALR WHAT .
anw , chinese lesson damn LOL .
HOW DOES YANGLAOSHI KNOW I GOT USE FB FREQUENTLY UH? WHOWHO ?!
she was like asking "really meh ? your class dse ppl don't always use fb one uh ?"
then she suddenly saw me and exclaimed "AH ! XINHUI ! You use fb for what reasons ? "
like she very sure i got use one -.-
do i look like i use comp everyday -.-
then she used me as an exp for xiyue -.-
and i found out that me and rose damn lame , only like to concentrate on lame things th tcher say ._.
"blahblahblah everyone has fb , just like your left side de ahmao , your right side de ahgou , your behind de ahtu blahblahblah"
and thats th only thing we heard -.-
so now rosaline's ahmao , i am ahgou . -.-
ohyeah , me and ros got married three times this week -.-
to get married , it's simple . just walk through th doors of np with someone and tada ! you are married !
okayy , enough crap to entertain you guys .
bye ! i am off to do ss YET AGAIN .

2011-02-06T12:58:00.002+08:00

hi , i can't believe th amt of hmwk waiting for me -.-
i missed my MACHO LIKE _________ boyf ): LOL .
and i did laughed at th thought of you on stage -.-
hmpt , siannnn ttm .
why holiday pass so fast ? D:
if i knew we were going out so late today , i would have went to mrs tan house first , wtheck -.-
grrrrrrr ,
i just realised like each line i type talking abt diff things .
sorry , cause i think of a few thousand thing in one minute -.-
why have to dress till like that ?!
whatever -.-
i shall go to cleverbot to chill , byebye .

damn you , you also didn't

2011-02-03T16:07:00.001+08:00

cleverbot.com , recommended for extremely bored people like me , LOL .

Cleverbot: Do you love me?

User: Yes ! :D.

Cleverbot: I love you too!

User: That's great !

2011-02-03T15:46:00.003+08:00

I AM BORED . ._.
is everyone happily outside visiting ? :/
no mood to do hmwk laaaaa .

2011-01-29T13:10:00.002+08:00

READ TH FIRST TWO LINES ! we kept laughing over that hahah .
nice hands uh ? (:
i was trying to capture how yellow my things were , abit fail lehh . D:

i finally remembered what i wanted to post about thursday ! :D
mr goh dont let us put anymore books under th table ,
then everyone damn bu shuang .
so ron was behind , taking all his books to throw on th floor to make a loud bang , trying to make mrgoh sympatise and like maybe allow cause too heavy .
too bad lo , mr goh didn't even hear , LOL .
then ron suddenly ask :
"eh mr goh , just now what you say about th books uh ?"
mr goh : "i said no books to be under th table . "
ron : "under th table uh ? then i put on th chair la ! "
mrgoh : "speechless"
raymond : "better you put all th books on th table la !"
mrgoh : "you all better not try anything "
and then ceyong was asking if he could put th books outside th windows on a ledge or smth -.-
LOL , our class very lame sia , hahah

friday was such a longgggggg day -.-
lesson after lessons .
aft hcl extra lesson , was geog sup .
then was ss lecture .
aft that still got talk .
but then we escaped after that la .
damn paiseh , everyone was staring at us , cause everyone too bored , sense got movement jiu look at our direction -.-
then i was standing there like an idiot cause ceyong last min can't take off my jacket -.-
tuition , home at 10.30 siao .
GWENDELINE LEE I WANT KILL YOU ALR .

2011-01-27T20:52:00.002+08:00

Hello , long time since i last on-ed com uh . ;O
but then , i have alot of things to post , hahaha . :D

tuesday :
mustt reallyreally thank wenze sia !
i damn touched one okay ? :D
i was just sitting at my usual spot , getting irritated by thaddeus who was standing behind me and messaging "turn around" , when suddenly he walked towards us to exclaim "EH XINHUI ! you never wear badge sia !"
my reaction super small cause its not th first time and i know girlf would lend me anw , LOL
but then , he started taking out his wallet and keep saying "waituh waituh , i have , i lend you . don't need so fast return la ."
so nice sia , come over to lend me a badge ._.
and lit class rocks ttm one :DD
LOL ttm , always laugh like siao one . (X
weejoon went to draw stupid things on gang of no books hand , LOL .
and as claimed by neilson : a guy without sweets is not a guy . a girl without markers is not a girl .
what kind of stupid logic is that you tell me ?! LOL
wednesday :
lit class again !
hahah , i won $1.40 sia , pro or what ? (X
cause you know how tchers like to give out those ppt slides where there's blanks to fill in ?
me and weejoon were betting on those blanks LOL .
and he damn mean lo .
ms ngo : who is a dog owner here ?
weejoon : me ! my brother's a dog !
and all th time neilson was singing a gummybear song , yet when me and ros find it funny and want hear , he refuse sing -.- bribe also cnt -.-
and internet same meh ?!?!? -.-
hmpt , anw dance sucks cause tcher was in idk what kind of mood -.-
then keep spinspinspin until you really dk where's front and back .
hmmmmm , what was i going to post today uh ? -.-
anw , munyeeng boyf ! i won't laugh at your hair de i promise ! :D

2011-01-22T22:27:00.003+08:00

HEY dancers , rmb this ? (X
thankyousoooomuch ! <3
why i so dark -.-
shanz ! <3

Hellooooooooooooo .
yay ! tmr cca = no cca cause th sec 1 s are coming !
damn despo to know some sec ones or else this year damn fail D:
anyway , shall be random .
its irritating when ppl talk to me then walk away or wait till i walk away then talk -.-
that time is yw , today is asshole . LOL
must give me time to lag ma !
hai me feel guilty th whole day cause i nvr reply .
recycleton today ! :D
damn fun cause was with some hahahaahh ppl for block 659 .
me , rosaline , jocelyn , rongfang , edmund , weejoon , neilson , jiaxin , herman . (:
damn stupid also . go whole block collect one bag of clothes nia -.-
cause that particular block only 4 storeys and each floor only 4 units ._.
so end up we go kaypoh other people's block .
hahah , yay i laoda supervisor la .
edmund is so not my supervisor lo -.-
then all th time weejoon was trying to learn th msia accent
mine where got strong lo ! kaijun's worse leh ! D:
LOL , quite slack la .
mass hunt for articles then jiu end le . ._.
er , LOLOLOL rocks . :D

2011-01-19T21:33:00.003+08:00

Hello , this had been a great week so far except for a few minor screwedup things . (:
ohhh yeah , any idea whats good gifts for guys ?
cause i guilty so gonna buy smth for idiot -.- he's good at emotional blackmail
he also very good at acting sad -.-
anyway , i shall thank cockroach , girlf and rupiah in advance ! :D
okayy i think i am too random for words .
anyway , chinese new year performance rocks ! cause its wasting our syf time :P
hahahh , but th song at first listen abit ._. aft that jiu okayy la .
and ohmygod , damn primary school one , like exactly same as my last syf from pri -.-
sian diao everyday also need stayback de
anddd my maths cmi le seriously .
okayyy whatever , talking abt maths made my good mood disappear instantly .
MATHS ,GO AND DIE PLEASE .
OH , and i have a new gang !
TH GANG OF NO BOOKS -.-
hahahah , weejoon was like shouting that during chinese class since we were talking abt gangs in spore , hahahahh .
bigbadgang better la ! (X
whatever , pictures next time . (:

OH , AND SYF'S COSTUME'S YELLOW AND PINK !
YELLOW . :D

2011-01-14T23:06:00.004+08:00

CLIQUE ! <3
OBS ! <3
BBG ! <3
GIRLS ! <3
CLIQUE ! <3
PSL ! <3 style="font-style: italic;">please man . ;x
HAHAH , DAMN FUNNY . CLIQUE ! <3 can you make out th words ? LOL .
:D
DANCE ! <3 where all my sufferings plus joys come from :x
My much feared, rosaline's favourite dancing chicken !
basically it's a wink you can send through msn and it is damn loud .
my mum was accusing me of playing com instead of doing hmwk using th com then i claimed i really was doing hmwk when this chicken appeared from nowhr and started dancing on my screen -.-
thankyouverymuch rosalineouyang le -.-

Happy Birthday to Mr Goh ! :D

sorry for all those rndom pictures ;x
just realised my posts all very wordy so i went fb find random pictures . :D
okayy , just got home from tuition and seriously , th class is massive ;O
it's getting irritating since we can't finish anything these days BUT , th good thing is , there's going to be a new class at 5.30 ! hope more ppl go thr D:
ohyeah , anyone interested for amaths tuition ?
apparently , they refuse to start th class unless there's 6 ppl .
it's gonna be a busyyy year . :x
&& jasper very big mouth -.-
someone , create a rumour abt him please . LOL .

i reallyyyy hope it won't go out of hand , please .

2011-01-11T22:25:00.002+08:00

i will try to , okay ?

Hello ! :D
i realised that 60% of th time i typed ":D" i was being sarcastic or just being polite -.-
like now ,
PLEASE LA , DOING SS HOW TO SMILE LIKE THAT -.- !!!
i realised i have nth to say actually , just that i can't concentrate on ss so i keep finding smth else to do ;x
today damn good , cause dance only 1 hour ! (:
cause i toutou early release them la , hope tcher never found out or i dead tmr x.x
HAHAH , thaddeus so cute , come wave to me 3 times today , LOL like what . while garion they all apparently forgotten me ? -.-
hmpt , i really random crap till cannot le .
goodluck for th emaths tmr 4G !
and th phys on thurs !
andand th amaths and geog on friday ! D:
you can't believe how much i missed you

2011-01-09T19:52:00.003+08:00

went out to give out some giftpacks to elderies .
some things in th giftpack include daily neccessities like maggimee , coffee , toothpaste , rice and dk what .
you can't believe how dark th corridors are , freaking scary .
and this time only me and my sister somemore .
one of th doors my sister knocked on .... has no occupant for half a year alr . ):
thn got another was sent to imh . :x
then got some elderies see us arriving got that hopeful look on their face , wondering if th giftpacks were for them .
quite saddening actually .
okay nevermind , i have nth btr to say le .
wish . you won't come true would you ?

2011-01-07T23:19:00.002+08:00

Boyf you havent send uh ?!? T.T
i on-ed comp for you one lehhh ! -.-

Rongfang reminded me of smth , wednesday we had rehearsal .
apparently , tchers say that we sucks as we didn't smile at all .
then tcher say my face esp 苦 -.-
so we went back ava and go through th performance once more , and nine people got called out for not smiling .
yeah you guessed it , one of them was yours truly .
so basically , our ridiculous punishment was to stand in a line facing the others and just smile like and idiot for like one minute which was actually two minutes -.-
th unlucky ones were angel , kaixin , joanna , jieyi , rongfang , me , rosaline , angela and gwen
stupid max .
and so today we all put on a super fake smile , which is like damn sarcastic lo o.o
freak la , MY BACK IS SUPERRR PAIN .
MY THROAT ALSO .
and aft a convo w/ pearlyn pig made me found out that we actually had alot of hmwk just that i didn't realised -.-
plus three test , wtheck .
nvm , 5.20am tmr , great .
jiayou ppl for cca carnival !
and be sure to see pig's pro and shuai performance ! :D

2011-01-06T22:55:00.003+08:00

huh , you sure ?
i shall see ..

January blasts its way through the trials and tribulations of the past month to kick off the New Year with activity and optimism.

2011 starts off with a solar eclipse in Capricorn, as well as a Jupiter-Uranus conjunction, both happening on January 4th. The solar eclipse may seem a bit startling initially because there's a good chance some sort of parting of ways will occur. Keep in mind that the effects of solar eclipses can take some time to finalize, so what starts out as a separation will end, eventually, with a coming together. The final result will be a partnership much stronger and more enjoyable than anything you had before. Don't be surprised if you feel a bit restless the day before and of the eclipse - this is just another opportunity for you to focus on a particular project and see how much you can accomplish.

Jupiter and Uranus have been travelling together since May, and the conjunction on the 4th is the last time they'll come this close together for 13 years. Jupiter is the planet of luck and optimism, while Uranus represents inventiveness and creativity. As the two join forces for this last round, you can expect positive surprises, especially those beneficial surprises that bring a sense of relief to some aspect of your life. (hahah , yeah sure -.-)

A few days later, things could get a touch more dramatic as Venus saunters from sultry Scorpio into adventurous Sagittarius on the 7th. For those seeking serious drama, this could be your chance to turn a friend into a lover. If you like to keep things more low key, but still want to take advantage of these energies, try throwing an exotically themed party. There's nothing like a beach party in the middle of winter to help ease cabin fever!

Meanwhile, Saturn, ever the spoilsport, may try to dampen the fun as it moves into a square with the sun on the same day. This influence will be short-lived, so just be sure to double-check every detail as often as possible, and you won't experience too many problems.

Then the universe is back in full swing and full of energy from January 11th through the 19th, as Mars, the Sun and Mercury frolic and dance with Jupiter and Uranus. You couldn't ask for a better time to have an adventure. On the 15th, Mars will move into Aquarius, followed by the Sun on the 20th. Be prepared to deal with some obstinacy and hard-headedness - this is not the best time for compromise. On the other hand, Aquarius, known for creativity and inventiveness, will force Mars to provide you with an excellent opportunity for incredible innovation.

It's a full month so far, but January's big astro-news is Jupiter's leap from Pisces to Aries on the 22nd, where it will remain until mid June. Jupiter's move will help bring about an attitude that is upfront, confident and filled with enthusiasm. Jupiter in Aries is the ultimate motivator. You might be inclined to be a bit headstrong, or to leap before you look, or to take things a bit too far. But remember to always take a deep breath and a moment to consider your actions. The impulsive optimism of these months mixed with a hint of responsibility will garner some pretty impressive results.

2011-01-06T22:20:00.002+08:00

Today is a funny & sucky day as i repeated over and over -.-
reached sch head to class w/ girlf . then rf come looking for extra tie and we tour sec 4 tgt , and apparently no one have .
actually i think asshole's class have de its just that he dont want help ask -.-
cgeog , sian diao
el , chiong hmwk
chem , do test which i most likely failed
recess was idiotic .
as gwen and boyf know , i damn pro at tripping on FLAT surfaces which have nth to trip on .
thn today i can slip when i was leaning on to smth -.-
lucky nvr fall , all cause of -.-
and now i sit down also pain cause there's a freaking huge burn mark on my back .
thanks weejoon :D
amaths ? , got listen okay , altho it was kinda stupid since i learnt this chap before yet i dont rmb a single thing .
cloves , do what stress management , i got 10 sia wth .
lunch then nyp .
basically was laughing over nth , more of like put my mind off things which is damn successful .
fat senior and sexy person spotted !
okay la , only those siao-ing with me understand .
okayy like whatever , stupid rehearsal .

2011-01-01T22:16:00.001+08:00

you know what ?
i am still not done yet -.-

When I feel that I'm not important to a person, I take the initiative to move away. Not because I don't care anymore, but because I've realized that if he's not happy with me, there's no reason for me to stay and hold on.

2011-01-01T16:53:00.002+08:00

SHIT YOU HOMEWORK , GO AND DIE .

isn't this a great start to th new year ? -.-
quoted from jm "everyone today countdown so happy , tmr still normal day what . what's there to be happy about in 2011 sia , more disasters come only , and somemore got school . sian ."
LOL , like so true lo , th faster a year past , th nearer we are to olevel , syf , growup , go work , die or whatever .
like very negative hor , :/
blame phys and ss ba . -.-
TILL NOW TH STUPID INSPIRATION8 STILL GOT PROB ! DO WHAT DO !
grrrrr.
nvm , 14 more slides to go -.-

2010-12-19T16:26:00.001+08:00

I am trying desperately to grow taller during th holidays .
so that nashuha and me don't need to kid ourselves .
cause we promised each other we must tell each other "you've grown taller " aft hols ._.
hmpt , i am bored .

2010-12-16T13:49:00.011+08:00

hi people , yesyes i am back ! :D
taiwan's quite awesome . (:
12 day trip , so you should proably stop reading now -.-
unless you are a super bored person like ROSALINE ACTPROBOINGS who have nth btr to do and are bored everyday . (X

3/12
met at airport at 8am +
kept circling th airport to look for th two guys , joonmeng and joonhoong .
basically , we keep walking in opp directions -.-
hahah , both wear quite shuai la hor ? LOL .
too bad we diff plane uh . D:
free internet access rocks . :D
jm good lo , cn just use itouch x.x
ohmygod , China airlines food damn nice ! (:
watched vampire sucks , despicable me , played lame games and listen to songs .
reached taipei by 5.30pm .
LOL , everyone was saying damn cold while i was saying th wind damn shiok , hahah .
jm they all only reached at 7++ ?
spammed picts and go walkwalk at night cause we all don't feel like sleeping . :D
th wind is horrible at night lo .
th winds are howling outside as tho thr's a storm raging x.x
but still we siaosiao go sit outside , LOL .

8/12
went back taipei ?
i have stm -.-

i was capturing hw all th signs are in chinese and i spotted.....

^THIS !

4/12
no one feel like bathing cause too cold but still no choice .
th food in taiwan damn nice lo !
no wonder weejoon tell me "hey pig , taiwan a lot nice things to eat , later you become fatty pig ! " x.x
attended lessons or rather sleeping through them -.-
went to zhanghua
slept only at 11.30 ? caused as usual , stayesd up with jm and jh .
damn fun , playing with his itouch .
he really a lot of lame games sia , LOL .
and i realised , people like to call me meimei alot sia -.-
even when i am NOT th youngest thr -.-

5/12
played some bonding games .
me and jm in one grp thn keep laughing and crapping .
youngest ftw ! xD
went some gardens ?
saw a crazy? guy somewhr .
i was like enjoying th wind when i notice a guy with his arms outstretched walking towards me
LOL. obvs i walked away .
okay i just rmb it was a damn tiring day .

6/12 & 7/12
I FORGOT .
Ohyeah , one of th days i think is 6 , go visit my aunt and saw ros on tv -.-
and th youths get to cook ?

rosaline ! thr you are !

LOL , jie and jm was wow-ing over this -.-

9/12
head to hua lian ; tian xiang .
damn funny , jm was exclaiming "wa lan leh !"
as in th water very blue -.-
a lot of adults passed by as he said that LOL .
nice man .
stayed at a damn nice place .
our family and jh's family got rooms side by side :D
so went over at night to play cards , LOL .
serious LOL man , damn funny la .

10/12
still at hualian to look at mountains , water and blahblah .
go to a beach and write random things on stones to throw into th sea , hahah .
was a damn gossip day with jie and jm .
jh act one cool but was eavesdropping all th way -.-
bid farewell to chaihui and chaiying jie , damn sad .
and realised they sing DAMN nice one lo .
sang a few song with jie jh jm aalso , mum say jm sing nice ,LOL .
one bus a lot singer sia . :D
then head to a damn cool hotel , ola hotel , and ride bikes .
riding behind jm damn dangerous cause he like to swerve suddenly -.-
jh damn fast as usual .
went shops at night and hunt for gifts for bbg .
saw a damn cool shoe . ):
and a damn cute rila wallet hahah .

11/12
went to taidong to a farm ?
climbed a hill which took two hour ++ -.-
damn long de lo .
but damn funny also cause ppl keep shouting crap.
there was still a long way to go thn th ppl behind us were groaning damn loudly even tho we can't see them .
so someone was shouting "stop whining alr ! reach le la ! we are happily eating fruits now ! wa , this apple damn sweet ! okay , we going prepare bath alr!"
and stuff like that LOL .
play cards and wandered ard in th dark agn .
me and jm despo drink tea so we ran ahead leaving th two old people -.- behind .
end up too dark and we scared suddenly they off light so head back .
went their room watch tv until jm fell asleep then everyone went back sleep .

12/12
went kaoshiung ? arrival of two cute kiddos ! :D
tai nan thr la .

13/12
head back zhanghua and its like a 4-5 hour trip .
made some new friends and crapp alot . hahah .
they taught me a damn cool dance , :D
and i learnt from them that guys don't dare say iloveyou to parents , LOL TTM.
drink tea and crap till 1 ++ and sunrise alr.
ohyeah , their 5.30pm is like 8pm to us and their 1am is like 6am .
bid farewell to jm jh cause they leaving early th next day ):
joke of th trip .

14/12
a mess of a day -.-
reached spore at 9pm .

finally -.-
bye~

2010-12-08T15:38:00.000+08:00

this blog is rather dead.. (:

2010-12-01T21:08:00.001+08:00

2 !

2010-11-29T20:46:00.002+08:00

HI I AM BACK . :D
missed me didn't you ? :P
okay , before posting about th camp , shall have to say a big THANKYOU to reuben for helping me get th consent form so last min at night ! (:
anw enjoyed psl and ne camp with nasuha , corrina and samantha .
a pity amanda wasn't there . ):
basically i was in a group with veena , wei le , jun jie and 5 sec ones : jessica , chialing , liangen , ryan , jianhui .
shall write only about events i rmb only . :D
first day aft cchy open house (ohyeah , post abt this below ;x), i skipped everything till dinner x.x
then th much dreaded TREASUREHAUNT .
and i realised you will feel braver when someone is more scared then you , LOL .
junjie and ryan keep scaring own teammates -.-
lucky this year cosmo and phyllan never wear till blackblack and wander ard on a trolley and a black umbrella ,LOL .
and me and vivien got cheated by mirabelle x.x
next day got massgames .
an alumni named chad went crazy , LOL he damn cute .
then amazing race and WATERACTIVITIES !
but nvr play this year uh .
aft that dinner with nas and reuben etc , then amanda was like asking me look for mop .
first place she tell me go is "you know whr ryan they all always stand during recess ? see thr have anot" LOL , endup only found cockroaches .
thn i told her ncc room thr have .
so she asked for three volunteers pei me go get mops .
damn suey , all 3 guys and they go scare me thanks uh -.- !
WEEREN AND SMALLJUNJIE ! I WILL NOT FORGET THIS ! ):
damn stupid de lo , i feel stupid for getting cheated by andy -.-
first time is junjie suddenly poke out a mop in front of me
its like damn dark ok then turn a corner suddenly smth come out -.-
thn weeren purposedly run infront help me off all th lights and "protect" me , yeah right uh .
th second time andy pretend weeren is infront when he's actually behind me .
he is like waving somewhr thn say , "weeren come back !"
end up he scare me from behind -.-
i hoped weejoon rmbered to scold him for me -.-
thn campfire .
thn moviescreening watched shrek halfway then imagine that .
no one watching actually -.-
should have watched th mummy ma , hais bring for nth x.x
next day , wasted time .
corrina damn cool at first aid .
ohmygod , i keep thinking of kelvin's wound , eew .
and weeren run super fast one lo .
prize presentation , bertha as best female campers , weeren as best male camper .
magnum gold best team .
oh , and andy and weeren have a daughter called bella , who every guy is obssessed with la LOL .
waited for my bubbletea with corrina then homesweethome .

cchyopenhouse DAMN TIRING de .
me and liyi were like , eh , how come every dance got us , damn sian leh .
cause we playing random cds of past dance then tiring like what .
somemore one aircon spoilt x.x

4 more days .

2010-11-25T18:14:00.002+08:00

I CAN ! :D
sorry , i am just bored :/
hmmm , siann , time to go to th library for more books ! (:

8 more days . ♥

2010-11-18T22:51:00.003+08:00

YOU KNOW WHAT'S REAL ART ?

THIS ! DAMN CHIOOOOOOOOOO LO . DONE BY MR CHAN KAI CHUN , BSSSF , RUPIAH ! :D

really uh , best present for this year le , seriously !

^ appetising ? anyone feel like eating ? (X

megamind ...

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TWIN ! <3

hope you had a fun time today ! :D

anyway , i think i going get sick of gwen le LOL .

holidays started on friday .

saturday she come my house ,

sunday nothing ,

monday see her during dance ,

tuesday go watch her rebond hair for like 3-4 hours ,

wednesday ssc with her and a bunch of friends ,

thursday go plazasing with her and two more guys ,

friday going see her again -.- !

LOL , basically saturday made some failed things with gwen ,

sunday go library with jiejie ,

monday dance and tio sorethroat -.- ,

tuesday sian till watch gwen rebond ,

wednesday some wonderful girls gave me a surprise at mof which touched me like hell , (zoe , meixin , huimin , jocelyn , rongfang , lishan , liyi , rosaline and gwendeline . (: )

only sad thing is boyf not thr . ):

thursday today go plazasing or rather , the cathay , with gwen weekiat and ryan for megamind .

okay mom's nagging , bye .

THANKS ALL FOR MESSAGES , WISHES , CARDS , AND PRESENTS !

THANKS TO MY SIM CARD , I CAN'T THANKS YOU GUYS PERSONALLY AND I HAVE NO IDEA WHO SENT ANYWAY -.-

HMPT .

2010-11-12T23:36:00.002+08:00

Hi , i can . :D
YAY ! today's th last day of shitty ecp and also dance publicity ! :D
hahah , and psl and ne interview is fun , excpet th last part whr they keep talking about ____ ):
but nice gossip with AMANDANG. :D
tumblr just died -.-
anw , just now went to just for amaths end up that class not yet start so went library read crap books by alex shearer again . :D
then went back is abt 7 . 10 le .
then saw joonweng and ceyong at basketball court , LOL .
so i used my wallet hit emokia then walked away .
turn back he was staring aft me with a very shocked expression .
then walk quite far le realised someone shouting my name .
then realised is ceyong who shouted to wave , LOL .
emokia still actyige say i waste money -.-
hmmm , my jie is still not back home yet .
so th house is empty . :/
siannnnn ~
YAY , gwen coming my house tmr ! :D

2010-11-09T22:03:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO COOL 500 CHEEHUIMIN ! <3
hope you enjoyed today !

today was fun . (:
anyway , just here to wish all secthrees taking o's tmr GOODLUCK ! :D
must get an A uh !

thanks ppl for all th wishes !
ceyong damn bad , suddenly come ask what time start paper , then ask what time assemble .
end up is only to suan me that he will be sleeping , -.- WIN UH.

OHMYGOD , AND SPECIAL THANKS TO ROSALINE OUYANG LE !
i reallyreallyreallyreallyreally loveeeeeeeeeeeeeeee th giraffe ! ^^
thanks uh , love ya ! :D

2010-11-07T19:05:00.002+08:00

And after a while, you learn that you don’t need anyone else in order to survive. No one is ever going to always be there, no matter what they say or what they promise you. You just gotta suck it up, accept it.
- Hey Arnold

):
i am alone at home now , damnn siann . :/
today damn tiring de , cause go collect newspaper ...
but we very fast today , 11 jiu collect finish le .
zhonghe keep playing with my bubbles so i asked him to go ahead and finish it -.-
i went with fish and joonmeng !
he was lateee as usual o.o
hahah , i know he sad cause noone called him xiaoshuaige . :D
siansian , tmr still have sch . ):
anw , friday me and rosaline went to northpoint ! :D
funfun , went sit ard and walked ard coldstorage as usual .
each bought home soup -.-
i was freak early , hor rosaline ? :D
see you tmr !
anw most proably thr's dance on monday 15 nov . D:

2010-11-03T22:59:00.001+08:00

one of th worst few days of my life ?
HAPPY BIRTHDAY BSSSF , you really are a true friend. jiayou ah !

2010-10-25T22:35:00.002+08:00

sometimes th world just go crashing down on you .

I know i very guai , cause i doing amths papers now how great ._.
cause yunjie came and mum asked her do alot of paper .
so when he went home , my mum see me slacking ard so say i might as well go do some also -.-
er , just now sorta skipped school for publicity .
not MY performance obviously , my junior's i go kaypoh . xD
cause first time ma i worried for them .
decided to find KAILIN , cause she was quite familiar with th dance and quite discipline and all , s yeah .
reached school at what freak hour , went up watch them prepare .
OHYEAH, they friday damn cute de .
we came back drama they came back practice .
before drama i went look for them see hw they getting on then they suer happy see me , awwww . xD who know later they act only -.-
they were like "OHMYGOD , xinhui ! thought you say not coming or what ?" and others.
me "dont worry , i come say jiayou only , LOL!"
them "WHEY !"
paiseh la , really cant stay ma ;x
so went to siling and innova pri today .
innova damn new sch , opened july 2008 nia .
overall not bad la , only siling backstage a bit small .
ms wong keep saying her wushu boys LOL.
hais , bsssf and pig uh . xD
innova dk why only one class ._.
so was in music room , quite screwed but dont blame them uh .
end up use masking tape play -.- (inside joke LOL)
yang qin is freaking heavy o.o
and i got sabo-ed by co and dance ppl to give out bears ._.
went back sch , mock .
thanks weejoon for waiting ! yeah la , i know you true friend will wait for nth de. (:
touched yeah !
thn home and pangseh / got pangseh by yunjie who refuse to pick up phone -.-
my block freak scary la , always got cats wailing at night which sounds freaking like babies crying .
no wonder my block got 5 cameras , plus 2 more on my storey -.-
now 2 removed , LOL.
sorry random , LOL.
byebyebyebyebye.
looking forward to breeks . (:

i need my m&m . :/

2010-10-20T22:24:00.002+08:00

I am saddd now D:
cause i dontknow what i am supposed to do now actually ._.
too much do until cnt think le :/
stupid publicity -.-
i dontknow why i always used to be so jealous of co and wushu who get to go for that .
cause i realised it sucks -.-
esp when th 2 tcher-in-charge decided to pangseh at th same time -.-
haona laoshi said smth just nw , LOL.
"thankyou xinhui , chairman's work is indeed very hard to do"
yeah , glad you know , i very weida okay ? (thr gwen i post le -.-)
just now joanna feeling unwell , so vomitted on floor , yes i mopped it up .
nowonder chairman = everything in charge
thn mdm lee mc mschan nicenice dk why DONT EVEN BOTHER INFORMING ME not in sch also .
thn mdm yeo even nicer , in a hurry to go outta school , threw everything to me thn go le
thanks to my props incharge ANGELA and logistics incharge ROSALINE and logistic member gwen ! ;D
i suddenly realised now liyi started becoming like lishan escape very fast le -.-
both must have learnt from munyeeng hor ? LOL.
ok , aft this post i still dk whattodo -.-
and guess what rosaline ? i am still thirsty ):
just now 3 g siaosiao go combine tables .
so now is 3rows merge , 3 rows erge .
and weejoon went to draw a pig on my handd LOL.
and he promised to draw another one tmr ._.
pearlyn refused to have a pig drawn cause she claimed cnt wash off and she always get her hands vandalised LOL.
oh and all my tchers very bad hor , like suan me o.o
mrpoh best ah.
mr poh : xihui , so hows your maths ?
me : my emaths not that good la , amths better . :D
mrpoh : oh i saw your emaths paper . I saw that you wrote my name on top of th paper so i OHNO.
get what he means ? -.-
means throw face la ! mr poh you so mean ! still nvr accept friend request ! ):
LOL.
mockpaper super funny , mdm xu was showing us how to do taiji ._. dont ask me why.
weejoon la , nvr do question end up got talk .
thn that rolemodel super nice , come shoot me with rubberband thn pissed me off .
great can i pon mock for tmr to supervise sec twos ? T.T

2010-10-16T21:59:00.001+08:00

for people who always emo because of losing someone or whatever ?

He was a major part of your life; of course you’ll miss him; it’s perfectly normal. It’s like getting a tooth pulled out; after the dentist pulls it, you’re relieved. But how many times do you run your tongue over the spot where it once was? Probably a hundred times a day. Just because it was hurting you, doesn’t mean you don’t notice it. It leaves a gap, and sometimes you see yourself missing it terribly. It’s going to take a while, but it always takes some time. Should you have kept the tooth? No, because it was causing you pain. Pulling the tooth was the right decision, but it’s still going to hurt.

2010-10-14T21:02:00.004+08:00

YUNQIAN , ITS GREEN . :D
& THATS A SNAIL ON YOUR PATCH OF GREEN , JEALOUS ? :P

HELLO .
hmpt , marking days arent that great actually . :/
siann like what , so yest , me and dear decided to go CYCLING . ;D
hahah , crapp abt totally random things and went around exploring semb , LOL.
we super lame , wowing over an empty road . o.o
thn manyun very LOL, keep exclaiming when she saw a car ._.
"OHMYGOD , SEE GOT CAR LE !!!"
saw movin and another cchy-ian ._.
thn today went back sch for th draa thing , siandiao .
to me like waste of time la . ;x
YAY , i am now lele . :D
passed to pearlyn shanz and gwen present and to boyf girlf and devil also .
cause we were supposed to have bbg outing on that day until some of them decided to join pearlyn go skating , ohwell my luck .
argued with mum over th chocos cause she keep asking why i need $10 for one single day -.-
i didnt even get a choco for myself lor -.-
hmpt , so went to NORTHPOINT to EAT !
and walked ard.
guess who we saw ?!
mrs chan and mr chang at thai express. ._.
no comments.
&& i went ishimura to SLEEP -.-
ok bye ~
tmr die le la , goodluck ppl . :D

chinese cultural night ticket de money :D

LOL, random x.x

COOL ?
idiot's grp , LOL.
why th pict become like that ? -.- thats supposed to be our grp , NOT ON PURPOSE DE.
LEE 17 !
HI . :D
thats what weejoon pigg did to my chinese paper -.- nowonder i nvr hand in LOL.
see th irony ?
yellow flower , ffrom cultural night . THANKS. :D
LOL, boyf whats with th look ?

2010-10-13T15:42:00.002+08:00

&& i found out that aft yeowwee showed me th shinee's hello parody , i keep hearing th song as hell no -.-
LOL, and this song reminds me of idiot . :D

2010-10-13T15:01:00.002+08:00

):
bored shit .
nth to dooooooooo.
hmpt , 17 come quickly la D: i know qiann very excited . ;D
yay ! later going cycling with dear ! long time no cycle .
at least exam is over ! :D
hope results wont ever be back -.-
I WANT FOOD NOW .

2010-10-11T22:41:00.000+08:00

ROSALINE , this is my horoscope for today -.-
i should have read it before going out -.-

Watch your wallet today! It's just way too easy for you to spend yourself silly without realizing what you're doing -- or whether you really need just one more pair of shoes, or pants or sunglasses.

2010-10-10T14:26:00.002+08:00

Gwendeline says:
YO! ;D hows ur 10/10/10? xD
I say:
sucker .
argue with jie
so memorable!
:D
Gwendeline says:
WOW! I JEALOUS YOU HAD SUCH MEMORABLE DAY ):
I say:
gosh , we are damn sarcastic ):
Gwendeline says:
HAHA! what you argue with her abt?
I say:
food -.-
Gwendeline says:
YAY, I like. best topic
I say:
eh you miss me too much ah ? why become so lame le

LOL like what . :D
sian ttm , no government is not a good thing -.-
okay what i promised : THERES A THIEF IN OUR CLASS ! RIGHT ROSALINE ? (:
this time really first time exam slack till like that lor , really super no mood de . D:
my jie just now ask still got exam i answered
"mon emaths , tue cgeog . eh wait , heck la , no exams le la actually ."
sad life. D:
anw , today is 101010 !
and i am "lazing abt like a pig" like weejoon said . D:
monster coming over later , i want go out -.-

2010-10-09T12:57:00.001+08:00

hi.

2010-10-07T20:55:00.002+08:00

sad life , really dont feel like studying . D:
hais , i wish th 17 would come soon ... horh gwen ? xD
LOL , yest i superrrr happy , cause i saw ..... HAHAHAHAH .
you can ask me but dont think i will say . xD
anw , today amths was still okay for me la hahah .
altho alot dk , but at least I THINK got cfm pass .
i know my target like very low la , but if you knew my midyear hor ... really huge improvement le . :D
sian , tmr physics D:
wish everyone goodluck esp weejoon who everyday send one goodluck msg ! :D
thankyou piggy , you are a great friend ! :D
dont emo ah .

2010-10-04T20:22:00.002+08:00

bestfriend , so thats what you mean?
so zhun sia , my horoscope for today

Your boss or biggest client could pose some serious problems today, largely related to ego. If you can just placate them a bit more today, you should be able to get more mileage out of your work.

tarot
what th hell , i consider too much thats why is like that okay -.-

I am in a position to be gracious and to consider the welfare of others

tmr's not good.

It's one of those days when you need to share, though, so make sure you pick the right person to hear what you've got to say.

The Two of Chalices card suggests that my power today lies in compromise. I am not alone.There are two sides to everything and I don't always have to be right.

sorry , just being lame .
regrett not listening to her. :/